today has been a hectic day...role play for malaysian studies has been cancelled...we put so "much" work into it and he just cancel it...as replacement we r having exam this thursday...i mean yea this thursday...and he just told us today...i'm gonna die...and there is also a maths test on the same day..so i wonder how..its not like skul anymore where we can fail and do it again..there oni 1 chance..and we have to do it rite..or else...

today many ppl say i was diff..they say i was "hyper" yea..but actually it was just a cover up..b4 tat my "sis" told me...u cry ar??y so bengkak wan??den all i did was smile..i dowan ppl to think tat i always cry..but i do..i really do cry...but i just dowan them to say it out..so i'm actually lying to myself...

its been 2 days...she didnt msg me nor call me...not even a msg...i didnt reload yet..cause i wanna noe whether will she msg me even if i didnt msg her..do u still need me??i really miss u alot dear..i just hope ur here now...den i wouldnt be hectic...cause u always able to make me smile and laugh and make me forget bt all my worries..i used to not afraid of exam's...but this coming exam i really do feel scared...i wonder y dear??

i miss u...