i spent the half day today

reading my past post on this blog

what i realize is that every past post does not matter any more

it seems childish to me now

but at that past moment, it wasn't

so does this mean that i have to man up every time

i felt like writing something like that?

 

i'm glad i've been through that phase

i'm glad i wrote it out to make myself feel better

i'm glad that i dont care what ppl thinks 

(haha...not much people are following my blog anyways)

i'm glad i dont have to force myself to man up

i'm glad i share things like those even tho it does not matter to others

cause thats life

if u feel that it is important to u at that moment

never force urself to believe it otherwise

cause u'll never learn bt urself that way

there will be that one day

where i'll stop writing these kind of post

but that day is not today

=)