my intern-ship days are coming to an end, soon

for the past 4 months, I got a glimpse of my future self

what I've notice is that a degree qualification is just a mere paper proof

that only gets you an interview

and seriously, that's it

I witnessed what it's like to be a typical engineer

 my colleagues are dorky, nerdy, and I dare say lifeless

its not that they are not good at their work

but all I hear from them is about work, work and work

they stay way late after hours

and when I ask some of them of their reason

they answered "I got nothing to do at home so why go home this early?"

that sincerely freaked me out

are all engineers like that?

I told myself that I wouldn't be like that in a million years,

but it seems like somehow I'll turn into that

without a choice

but one thing I realise that differentiate me from them

is the friends I have

I still have a chance to change all that

 I need to get more friends

and be closer to those that I already have

cause I'm sure if I do exactly that,

I'll have a wonderful life

balancing my career and my happiness

of course that goes to say having a girlfriend as well

where and when I do

I know what I'm saying here is all to familiar to what everyone's been hearing

many people have mentioned before

I didn't exactly know what it means,

but going through this experience made me realise that its all too important

and this is no joke

PERIOD!

I sound dumb right?

but I just realise living it and hearing it

is totally different

you think you know

but you don't know a thing

until you live it