I'm confused and lost

I need to find my way back

 Back to when everything is still fun

Back to when I don't care

I've grown weak

 Weaken by humanly feelings

Feelings that I don't want to have

If only I'm a vampire like those in "Vampire Diaries"

I could just turn it off

Why is this taking me so long?

 

Can anyone help me?

I really need help