I'm sorry that I disappoint

I know saying sorry is useless if there isn't any change

It's been a long time since I posted anything

It's because the past few months have been smooth sailing

But here am I again

I realize this is my way of expressing grief

I just hope that everything will fall into place as planned

and I'll finally get some fresh air

I always tell others not to be stressed and there's nth to be worried about

But deep down, I'm actually telling myself in the process

The sleepless nights are coming and I can already feel the pressure

But don't worry, I'll make it like I always do

If you feel like giving up, just remember that once it's done

The sky will be clear again and you can walk the beach whenever you want